
By Renee Trudeau
I remember a few years ago pulling up at my local polling place to vote and seeing a long line wrap around the building. The anxiety in and around the voting space was thick and palpable. After ten minutes of waiting, I almost turned around and left.
The tension and nervousness, I’m sure, were caused by concerns around economic and political uncertainty, stress about the long lines and uneasiness about the outcome of the big election.
I finally entered the building and scanned the room, pondering this. Then, I decided to create a shift. I dug deep for my friendliest voice, turned around and struck up a conversation with the woman behind me in line. Despite our outward differences and choice for president (evidenced by her t-shirt), we had a beautiful, real connection. We joked about our teenagers and talked about the state of healthcare in America. Our hour-long wait flew by and our conversation went a long way in helping to settle our nervous systems. Reaching out to connect was the smartest thing I had done all day.
Most great spiritual teachers and traditions tell us we only ever have two choices in how we approach our lives and day-to-day interactions: from fear or from love.
When relationships are viewed through the eyes of love, we:
• trust—and allow those we love to follow their unique path (even if we don’t agree)
• practice acceptance and let go (of parenting struggles, of who’s right and so on)
• listen from our hearts in our interactions and respond in the moment
• communicate openly and are more receptive and flexible
• come from a prosperity mindset and see that there is always “enough” time, attention, space and resources
• see everyone’s true essence, who they really are, not how they’re acting in the moment
• are able to feel more compassionate towards ourselves and others.
When relationships are viewed through the eyes of fear, we:
• try to control, manipulate and micromanage people and situations, thinking we always know best
• think things are good only when they’re going “our” way
• operate from our heads and fall into over-thinking, criticizing and over-managing
• become reactive and get easily triggered
• respond negatively and see problems first, instead of acknowledging what’s going well
• come from a poverty mindset and feel like there is never enough
• punish and judge others, and isolate ourselves.
Reading these extremes, who wouldn’t want to choose love over fear? We all want to feel open, free, generous and fully available to one another. But it’s easy to fall into old habitual patterns—like feeling victimized, righteous, resentful or seeing what’s wrong without acknowledging what’s right. Choosing love over fear takes mindfulness—even vigilance—and a willingness to consciously choose this path, moment to moment. Again and again.
Walking out of the voting location an hour and a half later, I was so grateful I had chosen love and connection instead of succumbing to fear. It was a powerful reminder that we always, at any point, can pause, shift and course-correct.
We can choose to drop our fear-filled backpacks and step into a lighter, more open way of being. We can choose love.
Renée Peterson Trudeau is an internationally known author/speaker and retreat facilitator. Based in Brevard, she leads Wild Souls Authentic Movement and women’s circles/retreats. Join her April 26-28 for Awakening Your Wild Soul: A Women’s Self-Renewal Retreat. Learn more at ReneeTrudeau.com.